But God

I’m just now getting used to the truth of the fact that I don’t really have control, that I really don’t want control of where I’m going and what I’m going to do. I’ve grown. I’ve gone out on my own, I’ve made decisions for myself, I’ve made decisions to follow God, to dedicate my life to His service and been trained as a pastor at a great college alongside many who I’ve come to respect and admire for doing the same thing. I’ve battled so many things on my own, both winning some of those battles and losing others…